though i m to face two test tomolo.. i dunno y i m not worry jus yet.. mayb still haven reach the last hours.. steady... my fren says i hav the rights to brag bout m steadiness but i wasnt really bragging.. jus not exactly in that stress kind of mood.. i guess i immune to test d.. so many test goin on n the workloads since beginin of the sem that i had immunity towards all these d. my goodness.. is this a good or bad sign? finals time table are out.. startin my first paper on the 23rd... later i m goin back to melati in few hours time.. n will b back home again for study week in few more days time.. not gonna stay melati to study.. gonna cram home with my head n eyes fix on my laptop and my notes.. swt~
erm.. nothin much had happen these days.. went on with things as usual.. the hectic life of uni.. ah.. the list of fyp supervisor n topic had been finalized.. i m under dr sim, my organic lecturer n will be doin on natural products.. so we were given a task before we could begin... find JASMINE TREE!! n no we do not wan the flowers but we want the leave n stem.. n we need few KGs!! my goodness.. leaves n we need few kgs?? where r we suppose to steal this? anyone could offer me some.. in need of it for next sem.. after finals need to hunt with my partners.. ah.. there is 6 person under dr sim.. one is me, cj, chow ping, lai, my courserep and chen ling.. dr sim said tat we hav to dry the leaves n stem before we may begin our project so gonna spent my hols lookin for LEAVEs and STEMs.. ugh~~
on the other hand, had some hols planned these days.. will b goin off to redang for hols with my coursemates on the week begin new sem commences. had mention bout holiday-ing at redang for years.. n finally plans r made.. deposits are paid so i guess it works this time.. =) besides that, yes.. i do hav another plan as well.. goin off to kampar n penang most probably with jason n CM fellas.. if the dates r ok..the plan will b on.. jus pickin up dates now.. so in other words.. i need to spend a lot.. oh my god.. i really need to save.. n i wanna shop..oh god.. it has been long since i last shop n bought some nice stuff for myself.. my wardrobe are gettin old n bored again.. n my shoe.. yesterday realised that it started to spoil itself.. wore too often or mayb i kick ppl to often or i ran all around the uni n lab too much tat it worn out? sigh now i really do believe. expensive stuff hav its own value n quality.. i tot of changin some perspective for once n yet.. it's only 3 months n the shoe worn out d...
mom's goin off for hols in few days time.. yesterday went out for lunch with bro n met up with mommy later on at jusco.. went n search for a luggage bag n sweater for mommy.. mom's vacation would include visitin jie jie there.. too bad.. i gotta study for my finals.. i cant get to follow.. mommy u r bad.. always go hols when i hav class or finals! hmmph.. dowan fren with u... hahahha.... nvm.. i m lookin forward for my own sem break.. i arranged plans for my own d.. hehe..
this sem.. my finals i m a bit worried.. coz the courseworks marks wasnt really good.. this is the toughest sem thru out the whole 2 years of course so far.. need to spend extra effort n time on each n every sub.. need to at least maintain my results... idea of increasin my cgpa might b kinda hard to be applied.. sigh.. n m still thinkin of wat elective should i take this upcomin sem.. should i go for oral presentation or writtin? i prefered oral frankly.. but i didnt wan to attend the class on my own.. sigh.. rational mind told me i should put my result n studies at first priority but.. i really dowan to be left out from the others... how to persuade them ler??
my personal life.. my relationship with jason is ok these days.. nothin much.. consider quite steady de.. not much argument.. building up slowly i guess.. i hope things goes rite.. dunno if i still can afford to stand any kind of failure anymore.. my parents met him before d.. jus tat.. haven exactly officially came over for dinner.. but since he often fetch me up n down.. there's already some conversation occurin between him n my parents but i doubt if my parents know wat's his name.. weird thing is tat my mom ask bout his background n characteristics but never ask me bout his name.. as far as i recall lar.. i aso forgot d.. haha.. now his mom aso know d.. but not reachin the meet-the-parent session yet.. our progress seems a little bit too fast for me.. i hope things could slow down a bit.. such fast pace makes me worry on the other hand.. but cant be bothered too much bout it since it happened already. =) i'll jus follow suit n as time comes i will know which step to be taken.. lalala~