ahhh... week 2 of my year 2 sem 2 had jus past by.. second week of classes and it's hectic enuff already.. extended lab sessions is enuff to kill me.. week 1 was still ok where we actually had public holidays where we still can laze around.. went off to queenspark with some coursemate and went to midvalley for movie with a fren of mine.. internet connection in melati had been terminated by me myself since it doesnt provide me services after all.. but lack of internet connection at my place cause quite some disturbance n inconvinience.. did not expect timetable to b like tat and lots of workloads are unloadin on me.. as usual 2 reports per week.. assignments had been given.. last week was really hectic.. spent most of my free hours in uni runnin up n down the lab.. tryin to finish up the extended lab session.. up n down to book the damn ftir room from the freakin annoyin lab assistant.. sigh.. been bz till din even really hav time to go for lunch.. cny is comin n lots of other public hols.. that is the good thing.. the bad news is.. loads of replacement classes are happily waiting for me.. classes had been arranged.. from this week onwards.. i had replacement like almost everyday!! n else than wed, i spent like whole day in uni since mornin till evenin at 6pm! oh my god.. y is this happenin.. i have not resume my normal workin attitude yet.. been lazing with my report from the last two days.. weekend was the only time i could work at home on my report with full access of internet.. had been really blur with the reports.. wat to do.. we hav 'excellent' instructions fro our 'beloved' lecturers.. sigh..

previous week, my menstrual pain came to pay visit to me again.. first day of menstrual cycle.. i m happily rolling on my bed encouterin the pain from 3pm till 7pm on my own.. consumes pain killer around 3pm n yet i still encounter pain till around 7.. tot of gettin myself to sleep but i couldnt so was havin a tug the war with my blanket n walls.. n happily by 4+-5pm.. i vomitted.. yea.. another vomit process happened! =.= sigh.. didnt tell mom about this.. she will start mumblin at me.. didnt went to c doctor as well.. coz don really hav the energy n i jus got back to melati at that time.. sigh at least it got better around 6.. so the followin days i consume pain killer early in the mornin b4 goin to uni.. avoidin any chances of pain to occur on me in uni since i spent long hours in uni these days.. sigh.. wat happen to me?

tomorrow i'll b followin wai san back to setapak since i was relunctant to return today.. n yea.. i hav lab first thing in the mornin for 2 n a half hour.. n no.. it doesnt end there.. will continue with extra lab session continuing last week's practical rite after the first session.. n then classes will continue till 6pm.. *eyes rolling*...

last fri when i got home, i was really tired.. did not do much work.. previously mom insisted that i change my room with kor kor.. room had been painted as well.. tat nite when i off the lights n lay back on my bed.. flashbacks happened.. this room was the first room he came in when he first come over to my house.. in between of 2 years i shifted to next room n now my mom moveed me back here.. when i look by side.. lookin at my plush toys, his figure came in.. memories of havin him by my side when he stayed over.. the pre-bedtime talks n hugs.. i remembered but it seems far d.. kinda sad thinkin back but i didnt cry.. =) i had manage to stop cryin for kinda long now.. i guess it's consider an improvement.. it had been a year now.. but yesterday when i talk bout it to my fren, somehow droplets of tears falls.. once in a while cryin out does relieves things that i had been tryin to overcome n the stress of being tough.. i will be alrite.. i know i will......

lately,  i guess i was stressed with the workloads...had been encounterin pain n un comfortableness on my shoulders and neck especially.. hunchin more n more d.. no idea how to relieve this.. i guess i should go for some massage n spa perhaps? who wanna go along with me? =)  with addition with the damn hard bed my mom insist of me changin with my soft bed.. argued for my nice bed back but doesnt work out.. so neck & shoulder pain + hard bed.. ugh.. i wanna die.. told my mom it made me feel worse but she says no.. harder bed should make u feel better.. fainted~~~

today went off with my family out to tesco to do some pre-cny grocery shoppin.. kinda lots of ppl there.. jus grab some stuff.. some longans, biscuits, oh my anglia shandy, nuts.. some stuff daddy say he will buy elsewhere.. hampers n gifts haven buy yet.. parent still thinkin wat to giv this year.. since we still hav time so this will b sufficient plus wont b stayin long at home as well.. classes begin kinda early after all.. ahhh.. hectic schedule doesnt allow me to go cny shoppin for my own yet.. no chance n time to go jus yet.. erm.. must allocate some time for me to do some shoppin d.. haha.. in few hours time the hectic schedule will begin once again.. sigh.. but better than ntg to do... ahhh... damn i jus remembered.. need to bring back my appraisal form to ranhill to get the company chop.. this is irritatin.. submitted report to uni but forgot bout the stamp.. hav to go admin to get my form back n need to go off to ranhill.. i don hav that much of time! time to reverse my activities time.. healthy lifestyle of sleep early wake early should end really soon as classes begins.. sleep darn late n wake darn early will b more appropriate.. hectic days....